Since I'm 'retired' now, I will be helping my wife with everything. I'm looking at this as part of our bonding together - as a family. I have always been distant. I guess I have so many things going through my mind. Issues, in fact. And, that is why I hate it when Neil, my son, is not able to focus. He reminds me of my ugly self. Same goes with my little girl, Angel Mitch.
I'm probably just asking too much from them, eh?
Going back to being distant, yeah, I was. The job I did requires a lot of
poker face, if you catch my drift. Ya know, putting a front both internally and externally to the company I work with as well as the people I deal with to make ends meet. I'm glad I got out of the game. All that kissing asses and covert maneuver to get things done has to stop at some point. But, I wish them well.
So personally, that affected me. I have to put this barrier between myself and everyone. A front, to be precise.It's gonna take a while to get this wall torn down completely and it will be a work in progress. I don't know what it'll take but we'll get there at some point.
One day at a time, bud.
Meanwhile, it's rest day but there's work to be done so, I'm getting on with it.
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